Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Face Your Fear

Imagine, if you will, being Abraham with a long awaited son, Isaac, and then asked to sacrifice that son on a request from God.  What would be your thoughts?  Would they be ones of total acceptance?  If they are, you would ascribe to Abraham the level that is above a natural human.  Abraham was human just as we are.  If it was me, my thoughts would be ones of fear, disbelief, confusion, even wondering if God is truly a God of love and a God that cares for us.  It would seem that God had asked something that goes against all that I would have known about God.  This is the same God that spoke against human sacrifice, and yet here he is asking for one.  This is the God that promised a son, and that through this son, a nation would be born and that this son was the son of the promise that had been given years before and the son that was born to an old man and an old woman.  None of this would make sense.  But at the same time, knowing God had a plan and a purpose for this so that His overarching design for the universe.  Would you be as confident as Abraham that maybe, just maybe, God would raise the son of promise from the dead.  He had some sort of thought of God hopefully intervening when he told the others of the party that accompanied him that he and Isaac would go to the mountain and both return.  Imagine the fear flowing through Abraham.  It must have been huge.  But, despite the fear and despite all the emotions and lack of 'logic', Abraham obeyed.  Would you have done the same?  Would you have ran?  Now remember, Abraham did not know what the outcome would be.  We can read the story and have the advantage of knowing the outcome. While the story turned out well and Isaac lived and Abraham was relieved of the fear, it can teach us all a lesson.  What lesson is that?  The lesson of obeying and trusting God no matter what our own emotions are telling us. 

Sometimes God asks us to do things that makes no sense to us and brings fear and lots of emotions that do not make sense.  Maybe God has asked you to sacrifice your job, or your car, or house or_________________ (fill in the blank).  What did you do?  Did you trust Him to take care of you?  Did you run away?  What did you do? 

We like Abraham do not have the advantage of knowing the end of the story.  Our emotions run wild, while in our hearts we can either feel betrayed or know that God is in control and will come through.  It is not an easy thing when one finds themselves in a place of total trust in God  but our emotions try and convince us to try something or to give up or even convince us to reject God altogether.  The best we can do is to push through the fear.  Once again I will quote from Frank Herbert's Dune.  In the series there is a group of women, a sisterhood, that developed away to overcome fear. They would quote to themselves the following:
"I must not fear.
 Fear is the mind-killer.
 Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
 I will face my fear.
 I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
 And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
 Where the fear has gone there will be nothing......Only I will remain."
It makes sense, but I would like to change the last phrase for those of us who follow after God.  I would change it to say "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer.  ..... I will face my fear with God. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing......Only God will remain."

Only with God and his help can we conquer the fear that comes our way.  Fear is a mind-killer, but with God our sanity, mind, and spiritual lives will survive.  Knowing these things will not make facing fear any easier, but it is a way to lean on Someone besides ourselves.  I leave you this verse.  Think on it Meditate on it, and let God help you face your fear.  "Do not tremble; do not be afraid. Did I not proclaim my purposes for you long ago? You are my witnesses—is there any other God? No! There is no other Rock—not one!" Isaiah 44:8 NLT


Thursday, September 12, 2013

I am Hungry and Thirsty: What it means to hunger and thirst for God, the living God


Have you ever been hungry or thirsty?  Your stomach is growling and you’re your throat is

parched?  We have all experienced that.  Sometimes we are not very thirsty, but we drink
anyway, and sometimes we are not hungry but we eat anyway.  But other times we are very thirsty and very hungry.   The feeling is different depending on the degree of hunger and thirst.


 
When we search Scripture, there are many verses regarding hunger and thirst such as Psalm 42:2: “My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God?”  So what does this mean to hunger and thirst for God?  First let’s look at the meaning of these words.  In the Greek the definition for thirst is “1) to suffer thirst, suffer from thirst; 1a) figuratively, those who are said to thirst who painfully feel their want of, and eagerly long for, those things by which the soul is refreshed, supported, strengthened.”  For hunger it is “1) to hunger, be hungry; 1a) to suffer want 1b) to be needy  2) metaphor - to crave ardently, to seek with eager desire.”  Obviously when the Bible speaks of hunger and thirst for God or the things of God, it is not referring to physical hunger and thirst.  It refers to “those who are said to thirst who painfully feel their want of, and eagerly long for, those things by which the soul is refreshed, supported, strengthened” and “to crave ardently, to seek with eager desire.” 
 

Does this mean that to hunger and thirst for God is to have a mild want or the thought that it would be nice, but if I don’t get it, then it is OK?  Not at all!  Psalm 63:1 says this:  “O God, you are
my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water.”  David is longing for God as if he was in a very dry desert.  In a place like this, water is a necessity or you die.  That is what David means when he says he thirsts for God; if he doesn’t find God he will die.  That sounds like a very strong desire to me.  That is not a “would be nice but not necessary” feeling to me.  It sounds like David is desperate, like his spirit is in a desert place and not only wants but NEEDS God to satisfy that thirst.  David repeats his cry again in Psalm 143:1, 6 “O LORD … I spread out my hands to you; my soul thirsts for you like a parched land.” And again in Psalm 42:1: “As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God.”  Imagine a deer running through the forest from a predator.  After a while his thirst will be strong and it doesn’t matter if he is close, he MUST find water or he will die anyway.  That is what David is referring to when he speaks of a dear panting for water.  That is how badly David longs for the presence of God. 


 

But how do we satisfy this hunger and thirst?  Do we just sit around and hope He comes to us?  Again the answer is found in Scripture, this time in Isaiah 55:1-2 "Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost.   Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good, and your soul will delight in the richest
 of fare.”  It requires us to go to God and seek Him, to go for Him.  But the problem is, many go to God and they are not hungry or thirsty so they don’t eat or drink of His presence.  Others feel a deep need in their spirit for God so they seek Him.  And the good news is it is free for the asking.  This verse in Isaiah bids those to come to Him who are hungry and thirsty, and He will give it to them freely without cost.  It costs us nothing more than the desire to find Him and the desire to want more of His presence.


 
John 6:35 says “Then Jesus declared, ‘I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.’”  Jesus is the only way to have our spiritual hunger and thirst quenched.  It requires coming to Him and believing in Him.  This does not mean that we say we know who Jesus is and that we believe that he existed; it means that we believe in such a way that we want to know him and believe that what He says and all He has ever done is true.  Jesus even tells us in Matt. 5:6 “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.”  Jesus promises to fill us and we are blessed when we are hungry and thirsty for Him.
 
But what happens when we find ourselves in a place where we are N
OT hungry or thirsty.  I recently found myself in such a place and so I asked myself when that hunger and thirst disappeared and why it disappeared. I also found myself asking how to get it back.  Immediately the story in Mark 9 came to mind when the man brought his son to Jesus that was suffering from an evil spirit. After a conversation with Jesus the father stated “But if you can do anything, take pity on us and help us.” (verse 22)  Jesus answered ‘If you can’? Everything
 is possible for one who believes.” Immediately the boy’s father exclaimed, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”(Mark 9:23-24).  I found myself, like the boy’s father, saying to the Jesus “Lord I am hungry and thirsty, please help my lack of hunger and thirst for you.”  It seemed immediately the Holy Spirit said to me “Why don’t you ask for hunger and thirst for God?”   And so I did.  What followed was incredible.  It seemed hunger and thirst for God, the living God came pouring into my soul.   Is this the only way to get or renew your hunger and thirst for God?  Probably not, but what would it hurt to ask what you need to do if you find yourself in a spiritual famine, lacking hunger and thirst?  If this is you, take a chance and ask what you must do, or even just ask that Jesus give you the thirst for Him that you want or that He desires you to have.  It won’t hurt.  For the Bible also says: “Anyone who asks, receives” (Matt. 7:8).    Jesus wants us to come and ask and to hunger and thirst for Him.  As Rev 22: 17 states: “The Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" And let him who hears say, "Come!" Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life.”